Mood: stop bullying me, world!
I’m 3 days into my diet and already The Big Man is testing me. You could have waited until I’m one month into this diet Mr. Universe but nooooo, you couldn’t wait to test me! Argh! Anyway, so today I had tuna on whole wheat bread for lunch, not exactly as good as a… oh I don’t know, A DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER perhaps or even RICE AND STEAK but I figured that if I’m going to do this I might as well do this all the way, hardcore and everything. Pineapple juice washed the chewed cardboard down so it didn’t taste completely like shit. I finished everything and was full. Being full is all that I really need.
After that, I had to go out with the marketing team to get some stuff. Our boss decided to treat us after running around and exhausting ourselves for 3 hours.
What’s on the menu, you ask?
Taco Bell and Dairy Queen.
Well of course I WANT to eat it and I’m only too thankful that she’s going to treat us. But that will ruin my streak so early in the game. I’m barely 3 days into this and already I’m breaking my own rules and using the joker card. I was scared shitless but in the end, I obliged. I mean come ON, how rude will it be for me to turn it down? I may be on a diet but that doesn’t give me the license to be a jackass.
After that I didn’t have time to feel guilty because we had to run around the place again. When we’re finally done and returned to the office, there was leftover pizza. Our boss urged us to eat it… I said I had to go home and passed the ball to my coworker. I really had to go home because I promised the boyfriend we’ll play RO tonight. BUT! I felt a slight pang of hunger and I know I have to snack on something or else I’m going to completely ruin my diet when I go home because of starvation.
Everybody knows the mall isn’t exactly the best place to find healthy food. So I opted to buy bread with Kaya. I bought buko juice to wash it down. I originally planned plain H2O but I really, really felt like I NEEDED buko juice.
So I got home and I wasn’t as HUNGRY as I would have been if I didn’t buy bread and buko juice. I think I would be able to hold out through the night. I THINK. If ever I get hungry I can always munch on an apple or something. So THAT was the plan.
… and then my uncle interrupted my phone conversation with the boyfriend.
“Nikki, can I use the phone? I’m having pizza delivered”
F-A-C-E-P-A-L-M
I can do this!!!!! I will NOT give in!!! 
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